When the Bad Things in Life are Ordered

I can’t help but feel that God sometimes order things to happen, so He can redirect our focus towards him. I was driving in to work one morning and all I could hear was – Jesus needed Judas. When I first learned of the story of Jesus crucifixion, I was so mad with Judas and how he…

The Choice to Find Joy

"The hope of righteous people leads to joy, but the eager waiting of wicked people comes to nothing." GW Proverbs 10:28 Being completely transparent: I lost my joy, again. It made me wonder, did I ever have it back to begin with? I mean, after having such and awful breakup when I was single, I…

Lord, Lord!

Is God really our Lord? When we say "God you are my Lord, my everything...I surrender to you," do we really mean it? Are we just saying it as formalities, because we hear others verbalize it when they wave their hands in worship? Is it something nice to say on Sundays during worship? Is it just we…